My reality

"Come on" Audrey said. "We've got a meeting with Chris to talk about your financial situation."

This is the absolutely one thing I dreaded.

Take me on board- teach me some skills- show me the ropes- but do not (please do not- look at my financial situation)

Sitting down in the meeting, I get the feeling of confrontation setting in. Not from anyone else, but confrontation of what I have done in my life. Those numbers on that paper summed me up competely.

I felt vunerable and to a point ashamed of how far out of reach I had made it. At least $40-60,000 in debt.

Audrey hands Chris my financial analysis "What do you think?" She says.

I am eyeballing him.. waiting for the "This is bad, very very bad." and to save the trouble I say "It's pretty bad isn't it?"

He looks up.

"Yeah it's bad" he says "But this can be fixed."